Saturday, April 3, 2010

Happy 1st Heavenly Birthday

A year ago today we began that horrible CDH rollercoaster ride. Getting to see Kaden for the first time, being so scared that things would turn out like they did. I wouldn't trade the 17 days with him for anything but I wouldn't want to relive them for anything either. We were such a mess...not prepared--like you could ever really prepare for that ride. I am sad today thinking about the "what should have beens" for you. We would be having a birthday party for you this Easter weekend, but instead I am just trying to get thru the day with my "best" face. In actuallity, these next 17 days are gonna be rough. It feels like it was yesterday, but a year has already passed. We all miss you terribly, and love you so much! I hope that you and Max get to have cupcakes!

41 comments:

  1. We are thinking and praying for you today and these next 17 days especially. Stay strong! Much love!

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  2. I have been thinking of you alot as this day approached. We will pray for the next 17 days for you.

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  3. These are going to be a tough 17 days, but I know Kaden is watching over you wishing for your happiness. He couldn't have asked for a better set of parents with whom to spend his too-short time on earth.

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  4. I remember when your Kaden was born. It does seem like it was just yesterday. I am remembering Kaden and praying for you all -- especially during these next few weeks.

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  5. I saw his picture on the cherubs video. How could I not recognize his hat? I have been thinking about him for the past several days, knowing that his 1st b-day was approaching. I only knew him thru this blog, but he really truly touched my heart. My thoughts and prayers to you over these next several days as you remember the precious few days you had with Kaden.

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  12. 生存乃是不斷地在內心與靈魂交戰;寫作是坐著審判自己。............................................................

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