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ABOVE IS A PICTURE OF KADEN TAKING HIS FIRST LOOK AT HIS MOMMY AND DADDY PRIOR TO HIS JOURNEY TO HEAVEN YESTERDAY



We have now been back at home for 24 hours. I did not want to be here this soon. I expected to be at the hospital for a much longer period of time....however long it took to take Kaden home with us. That did not happen and I'm still so angry about that. Anyways, this post is not about my anger. I just wanted to thank everybody for all the support that our family has received during this difficult time. We have worked on service plans for Kaden today. It is looking like it will be Friday, April 24th at 6PM at Bryan-Braker Funeral Home in Fairfield, Ca. Kristi and I still have to go down there tomorrow to make final arrangements. I will be sure to let everybody know by tomorrow evening when the plans are for sure. We are going to be asking that everybody in lieu of flowers make a donation to the Nayeli Faith Foundation that assists CDH families at UCSF. We will be posting information for the foundation tomorrow.

I also just wanted to share a moment that Kristi and I got to share with Kaden yesterday afternoon. Right after our meeting with the doctors, we went back to Kaden's bedside to spend all the time we could with him. As Kristi and I were talking to Kaden, telling him how much we love him and that he was going to be okay in Heaven, Kaden opened his little swollen eye to take a look at his mommy and daddy for the first time. This brought big tears to both me and Kristi's eyes. We are guessing that Kaden knew what was going on and that he wanted to see us before he made his journey to Heaven. We both felt such joy in being able to see Kaden's eyes for the first time.

Like I said before in past blogs....No matter what the outcome was for Kaden....we were going to continue to fight and make the world aware of CDH. This NASTY birth defect took our son and I will not be happy until we get the word out there to everybody. I want everybody in the world to know what CDH is and how bad it affects families throughout the world. I contacted the "Oprah Winfrey" show today as well as "The Dr.'s" telling them about Kaden's story and how we want to let the world know about CDH. I would love for Oprah to have us on her show and get worldwide publicity for CDH Awareness. Maybe if more people knew about this birth defect, they would fund more research to find a cause for it. Kaden deserves that as well as all of the other CDH babies that have gone to Heaven.

Once again, I would like to thank everybody for the tremendous amount of support that they have shown to Kaden and our family. I would also like to thank everybody at UCSF Medical Center for taking such good care of Kaden during his 17 days of life. Dr. Roberta Keller, Dr. Liz Rodgers, Dr. Carlos Botas, and Dr. Kat. RN's Stephanie, Cheryl, Kim, Ali, Crista, Jane, Sue, Nicole, Michelle, Mel, and all of the other RN's that took care of Kaden and us. We would also like to thank our OB nurse Sarah. Sarah was so caring and nice to us from the first night we went to UCSF. She checked on us several times as well as Kaden throughout the time we were at UCSF. Sarah also follows our blog....so thank you Sarah for your support. We would also like to give thanks to Stephanie Berman, our Social Worker. She took great care of us from the first time we met her. She really busted her butt to make sure that we were close to Kaden the entire time.

We would also like to thank everybody from Solano CHP and the Cordelia Scales for their generous donations to help us with expenses. It was very costly being at the hospital for 17 days. It will definitely help. Thank you to Grandma Mary for coming out here from South Carolina to stay at the house and take care of the kids for the last month. Thank you to Jose for assisting with whatever we have needed through this entire time. Jose has been with us the entire time every since we found out that Kaden had CDH at week 18. Jose was always there to help. Thank you to Auntie Megan for bringing us dinner so many times and keeping us company so many nights at the hospital. Thank you to Liz and Shane for all of your support and love for us and Kaden. We know that you are hurting too as well as many people are. Thank you to Shannon and Naomie for buying (4) pizza's last night before we even got back to the house so that we wouldn't have to worry about dinner as well as assisting us with the funeral arrangements and being there for the kids. Thank you Jacqueline and Eddie for making the beautiful photo album of our Journey with Baby Kaden. Thank you to Desiree and her mom for bringing us boxes full of groceries today. Thank you to Anne for bringing us dinner for tonight....everybody loved it. I want to also thank Richard and Leslie Ruff for sending us money to assist us. Thank you for all the support that we have received from our CDH family and everybody that has prayed for us and followed Kaden's blog. Thank you for anybody that we forgot to mention. I have alot on my mind and I'm sorry if I forgot to mention anybody. And last but not least, thank you to all of the families that have lost babies and still continue to support us. We love you all so much!

I would also like to tell my mom (Debbie) and Grandpa Bobbie as well as all of the crew that is with them cruising in the Caribbean, we love them. I tried to send my mom an emergency message through her travel agent to let her know what had happened with Kaden yesterday, but she did not get the message in time. She had to find out by logging on to the blog....I feel terrible about that. Mom- Please don't be upset. We love you and know that you love us and want to be here. Once again....try to enjoy your vacation. I still feel in my heart that you are here with us.